"Life's like that "

That's that.

Finally, I have decided to comment on my own statement that I put up as my message in gtalk which seems to have perplexed many people as to the status of my mind and heart.......

Yes. It's exactly what you think....it's about a broken mind (heart?..no, do not mistake my language...i mean what i tell). One needs to hold himself responsible for what he says (well...this was said later....but written before...yet i hold myself responsible). Broken mind has a characteristic property of rambling at all time to it's owner ..... believe me ... it's pretty boring at most times.

This statement came as an outcome of one of it's rantings to me. Actually made by me .... seconded by it. It actually did not understand it....jus wanted to go on with it's own thoughts....so seconded to calm me down. But de facto, it did come back to this when AM asked me about this....and started pestering me with what I meant by this ..... so I had to answer this.....and hence, this post...so this is approximately the conversation that followed as I lay awake on my bed......

Rem(remnants...as I call it): So, what exactly did you mean by that?
Me: I did in fact think that you know.... anyway it's like this.....shud i really tell you?
Rem: Yes.... I do tell you everything I feel, don't I ?
Me: hmph...ok. It's like this.......it's the answer to all your talk (pep talk too) that you usually come up with...that rarely helps me....it's always the same ... whatever you tell me...it happens as it has to happen and as I want it to (except when it comes to grades in here). I was talking about the life that pertains to me....so LIFE'S LIKE THAT....that's what it feels like.....do you know that...happens whenever I have any feeling....a strong one....which is pretty rare. A feeling that has some significance to me.....something that is rare, ain't it? But, it always collapses to one thing....that is.....life's like that....either good or bad.....but this does not mean that I am that person who accepts life as it is....I strive to change ...... life's like that


P.S: This is as it came out of me...no additions ..... no deletions .... not a figment of imagination.....life's like that....something of this order usually seems to be an imaginative piece.....